Friday, March 04, 2005

One year older...

I truly don't think I'm any wiser. Especially after the beating I've taken at the tables over the last week. It's like I've gotten it into my head that whatever cards I hold, as long as they catch something on the flop, they're good. This is incredibly bad thinking. I'm sure it has quite a bit to do with why my bankroll is sitting at $129.65. Yep, $129. I was up to almost $500 4 weeks ago. I'm not exactly sure what happened, but here I sit, wondering if I should continue to even try.

Losing, in its purest form, is the most frustrating thing on the planet. I don't mean just at cards either. I'm really sort of lost right now as far as my game is concerned. I need to have some kind of confidence builder come along, and soon.

Tonight is the Party that my wife is throwing for my Birthday. We're going to have a Poker tournament. So I can hopefully feel much better about my game after that is all over. If you read back you'll see just how much money I've won off my friends in recent weeks. Hopefully the trend will continue.

I worked my fool ass off on Wednesday to try and get all my work done before I went on my mini-vacation. You know, the one where I sit on my ass and do some honest relaxing. I took yesterday and today off, and it's been nice to not have been going 900 miles an hour for these 2 days. Anyhow, not a whole lot to say. Hopefully, I'll start winning again and I won't whine so much. Don't count on it though. Good luck out there.